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| something sparked as i sat in my bed listening to radiohead... finishing up some work that i choose to do at midnight after 40+hour day.
maybe it's the singers whine, the spinning cyclical melody of guitar; nonetheless, something sparked in me so beautifully, almost passionately, that in all its softness, it lifted the corners of my mouth.
It was a beautiful yet muggy day with grey sky intermixed with cotton candy clouds that took my breath away... seeing in the midwest.... especially the western most suburb of Chi.
in such a day, i worked my heart out, combined with my mind... focusing and giving my all, and i felt alive. i must have to say, it has been such a long time since i gave my heart in full, and as insignificant the cause or the out come it may be, i felt proud. proud to be "living my life to the fullest", proud to be happy enough to stop, look around, observe, and smile.... | | |
| wow i think i am getting old. or am i just getting older? | | |
| it has been a while since i stop to think within the last two years.
i built up a wall of lies and chained myself onto a rock. a rotting tree rather. and the smell, the slime, the dirt slowly creped over onto my flesh.
i thought it would be fine. i prayed you know. i looked up at the sky
once in a while, and gave a big thumbs up at all the things that made him turn. i devoured my flesh until i could feel no longer. and i twisted his words until holy
was just another word. i beat my body to complete its perfection,
and when it failed, i made sure it never forgot its disgrace. head to toe covered in sores and puss from the rots of that tree.
i have no eyes to look up anymore, no thumbs to raise high to tell him his good works. hum. i think i will just quit this and go to bed. | | |
| i have been OBSESED with this song for the last two days:)
it's by the future bible heroes... (whatever that means)
but check it out!
it's amazing:)
thanks heather:)
I never age and I'll never die
Unlike all the stars in the sky
I'll be young forever
But why?
Cause I'm a vampire
Dear, for whose victims I shed no tear
I am neither sweet nor sincere
And I'd rather drink blood than beer
Cause I'm a vampire
The sun will never touch me
I abhor its filthy light
I am the mistress of the damned
And of the children of the night
I have all the love I need
It is your blood I crave
I am the bitch goddess from beyond your grave
I can turn into a bat
I can cast the evil eye
I have ever so much money
I'm gorgeous
And I can fly
I survied the Inquisition
Been a harlot
Been a queen
Survived for seven hundred years
And still look seventeen
Hon, one from whom you really should run
I despise the light of the sun
And I kill your kind just for fun
Cause I'm a vampire
Damn, I am what?
I am what I am
And I am impossibly glam
And I am happy as a clam
Cause I'm a vampire
Blanche, with a blood flow no one can stanch
A blood flow
A blood avalance
I'm a tidal wave of tarantulas | | |
| you are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first
beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth
I have to go
your hair was long when we first met
samson went back to bed
not much hair left on his head
ate a slice of wonder bread and
went right back to bed
and the history books forgot about us
and the bible didn't mention us
not even once
you are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first
beneath the stars came falling on our heads
but they're just old light
your hair was long when we first met
samson came to my bed
told me that my hair was red
told me I was beautiful and
came into my bed
oh I cut his hair myself one night
I buried those scissors in the yellow light
and he told me that I'd done alright
and kissed me till the morning light
samson went back to bed
not much hair left on his head
ate a slice of wonder bread and
went right back to bed
oh we couldn't bring the columns down
yeah we couldn't destroy a single one
and the history books forgot about us
and the bible didn't mention us
not even once
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taylor has been absolutely fanatic about regina lately:)
and i must have to adimt, this is my favorite song of hers....
life... has been more than i can ask for lately
i must have to say, the sweetest things from my past have become my greatest barrier, and the pains and fears of old has been cleaned up and healed into something that keeps me passionate.... and love life.
i am in love
i am truly in love
it is with my samson, who loves me enough to forgive my deepest transgression toward him... it is with him, whom i loved first... it is with him i desire to be remembered... it is with him i will bear through the life of sin... it is by him i will be loved.... by him until the morninglight... unable to escape my greatest downfall... yet willing to love him... and loved by him
with both of our hands dirty
by the will of providence
with our utmost human instincts
spirituality
unable to avoid eachother and ones faults
yet we love because we were told to love
i love
and i meant to love | | |
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